A Constant Struggle
It's funny how we judge success based on external appearances.
By all rights, I had a successful life. Based on the high-flying banking career, the money, the world travel. And yet.
I had to work incredibly hard for everything that I had. Nothing came easy to me. I always felt unfulfilled by the success I did receive, because any results I got always fell short of the effort I had to put in.
Or worse, I would have the reward dangled in front of me, JUST out of reach. If I put in just that little bit more, I might finally get it. Except the goalposts always got moved further away.
A Call for Change
Even after years of personal development work, my life wasn't what I wanted it to be.
No matter what I did, life was a challenge. All I wanted was to be recognised for what I did. To feel valuable and to make a difference.
But all that got me was to be taken for granted. At work, in relationships - in virtually every single area of my life. I was bending over backwards to meet people's expectations to the point of breaking.
The harder I tried, the worse it got. My mental and physical health suffered a severe blow, and I came to a full-stop.
I couldn't do it any more.
A Different Path
If you are on the wrong path, the Universe will send you a sign to wake you up and get you onto the right trajectory.
Mine happened during a personal development workshop in 2005 – I was lucky enough to receive an incredible spiritual experience that words cannot do justice.
As the facilitator said ‘we are all connected’, I got to experience that connection first-hand.
Everything around me, including myself, disappeared in that moment. All that was left was an incredibly bright golden light, and the feeling of complete, unconditional LOVE.
It only lasted a moment, but it was the most profound experience of my life. And it changed everything for me.
A Journey of Unconditional Love
I wanted to experience that feeling again. So I started searching for it.
I started looking for answers in places I had never allowed myself to go before.
Places I had closed off to myself in order to fit in.
Throughout my life I have always felt different. I have always felt drawn to the esoteric. To the higher purpose of the Universe. But I had always suppressed that because of how other people reacted to it.
It was in my search that I found the meaning of what I was going through. Why I had suppressed my true self.
What I discovered about myself is that I had a gift.
A gift that wanted to be seen. A gift that was time to be brought into the light.
That allowed me to show up in a different way. And for the first time in my life, everything felt right.
As children we were fascinated by magic.
As adults we fear love.
At what point did we forget
they are the same thing?
- J.R. Rogue
A Healing Journey
It was over 18 years ago when I first had that spiritual awakening, and I have immersed myself in my healing and ascension journey ever since. It has become my passion, and as I have since discovered, my Soul’s Destiny.
The journey opened a doorway to learning about who I truly am, and I have had some of the most incredible moments of rediscovering my deepest truths, and seeing exactly how much magic we are capable of creating with the right tools and mindset.
It’s taken a long time of setbacks and breakthroughs to finally find true happiness. I wish I had someone who could have guided me through it. But I was able to do it – first for myself and then for other women.
And what I know without any doubt is that it is possible for anyone. All it starts with is a choice.
I take this work seriously. It has made an unbelievable impact on my life and I want to share it with the world.
But there are certain values that are incredibly important to me in doing this work that I will not compromise on for anything.
This is deep transformational work and you should trust the person that you are opening the deepest parts of yourself to. This is my ethics and the code I live and work by.
Love is not only the fundamental building block of the Universe, it is also my most important belief.
Love and compassion for ourselves, for others and for this journey we call Life.
Unless we can love all the parts of us and others, including the shadow parts we don't want to acknowledge, we cannot be fully complete and whole.
Our words have creative power. What we say matters.
I stand by my word and I will always strive to be honest and upfront in what I say, no matter how hard it may be.
There is no higher form of respect than truth, and I expect complete honesty and integrity in all my communication.
The more I learn, the more I realise how much I have left to learn.
I have made a deep commitment to opening myself up to continual growth. Learning new ideas, thoughts and cutting edge techniques, but also learning from my clients.
There is an infinite number of possibilities that we are not even aware of yet.